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  <title>Follow Your Bliss</title>
  <subtitle>no name face</subtitle>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:22103</id>
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    <title>CBS better cough it up!</title>
    <published>2007-09-19T21:27:55Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-19T21:27:55Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.nytimes.com/2007/09/20/business/media/19cnd-rather.html?ex=1347940800&amp;amp;en=54798e7d588763d5&amp;amp;ei=5124&amp;amp;partner=permalink&amp;amp;exprod=permalink"&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;Rather Files $70 Million Lawsuit Against CBS&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dan Rather, whose career at CBS News ground to an inglorious end 15 months ago over his role in an unsubstantiated report questioning President Bush’s Vietnam-era National Guard service, filed a $70 million lawsuit this afternoon against the network, its corporate parent and three of his former superiors.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mr. Rather, 75, asserts that the network violated his contract by giving him insufficient airtime on “60 Minutes” after forcing him to step down as anchor of the “CBS Evening News” in March 2005. He also contends that the network committed fraud by commissioning a “biased” and incomplete investigation of the flawed Guard broadcast and, in the process, “seriously damaged his reputation.” As plaintiffs, the suit names CBS and its chief executive, Leslie Moonves; Viacom and its executive chairman, Sumner Redstone; and Andrew Heyward, the former president of CBS News.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the suit, filed this afternoon in State Supreme Court in Manhattan, Mr. Rather charges that CBS and its executives made him “a scapegoat” in an attempt “to pacify the White House,” though the formal complaint presents virtually no direct evidence to that effect. To buttress this claim, Mr. Rather quotes the executive who oversaw his regular segment on CBS Radio, telling Mr. Rather in November 2004 that he was losing that slot, effective immediately, because of “pressure from ‘the right wing.’ ”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He also continues to take vehement issue with the appointment by CBS of Richard Thornburgh, an attorney general in the administration of the elder President Bush, as one of the two outside panelists given the job of reviewing how the disputed broadcast had been prepared.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a statement CBS said, "These complaints are old news and this lawsuit is without merit."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For both Mr. Rather and CBS, the filing of the suit threatens to once again focus attention on one of the darker chapters in the history of the network and its storied news division, at a moment when it is already reeling. Mr. Rather’s successor as evening news anchor, Katie Couric, has languished in third place in the network news ratings since taking over the broadcast a year ago, behind not only Charles Gibson of ABC and Brian Williams of NBC, but also the ratings performance of the “CBS Evening News” in Mr. Rather’s final years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The portrait of Mr. Rather that emerges from the 32-page filing bears little resemblance to the hard-charging, seemingly fearless anchor who for two decades shared the stage with Tom Brokaw and Peter Jennings as the most watched and recognizable journalists in America.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By his own rendering, Mr. Rather was little more than a narrator of the disputed broadcast, which was shown on Sept. 8, 2004, on the midweek edition of “60 Minutes” and which purported to offer new evidence of preferential treatment given to Mr. Bush when he was a lieutenant in the Air National Guard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instead of directly vetting the script he would read for the Guard segment, Mr. Rather says, he acceded to pressure from Mr. Heyward to focus instead on his reporting from Florida on Hurricane Frances, and on Bill Clinton’s heart surgery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mr. Rather says in the filing that he allowed himself to be reduced to little more than a patsy in the furor that followed, after CBS — and later the outside panel it commissioned — concluded that the report was based on documents that could not be authenticated. Under pressure, Mr. Rather says, he delivered a public apology on his newscast on Sept. 20, 2004 — written not by him but by a CBS corporate publicist — “despite his own personal feelings that no public apology from him was warranted.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He now leads a weekly news program on HDNet — an obscure cable channel in which he is seen by only a small fraction of the millions of viewers who once turned to him in his heyday to receive the news of the day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In filing his suit now — three years after the now-disputed report was first broadcast, and more than a year after he reluctantly left CBS, as his last contract wound down — Mr. Rather is following, by a matter of weeks, the announcement by CBS that it had settled a similar lawsuit by Don Imus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mr. Imus had sued CBS over his firing in the aftermath of derogatory remarks he made about the Rutgers University women’s basketball team. While some Imus associates suggested last month that his final payment was at least $20 million, CBS Radio has characterized that figure as too high.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mr. Rather’s suit seeks $20 million in compensatory damages and $50 million in punitive damages.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Among the pivotal points of contention in Mr. Rather’s suit are the definitions of the words “full-time” and “regular.” As quoted in the filing, Mr. Rather’s contract — which he signed in 2002, and which called for him to be paid a base salary of $6 million a year as anchor — entitled him to a job as a “full-time correspondent” with “first billing” on the midweek edition of “60 Minutes,” should he leave the anchor chair before March 2006, his 25th anniversary in the job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As it turned out, Mr. Rather would leave the anchor chair a year early, and would indeed be reassigned to the midweek edition, known as “60 Minutes II.” When that broadcast was canceled a few months later, Mr. Rather’s contract called for him to be reassigned to the main “60 Minutes” broadcast on Sunday evening, where he would “perform services on a regular basis as a correspondent.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the next year, Mr. Rather would have eight segments broadcast on the main “60 Minutes” — including reports that took him to North Korea, China and Beirut. While that would seem to be a substantial portfolio of work, Mr. Rather notes that other correspondents had more than twice as many reports appear on the program during the same period, and that several of his reports had been effectively buried, broadast on Christmas Day and New Year’s Day when far fewer people than usual were likely to tune in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“He was provided with very little staff support, very few of his suggested stories were approved, editing services were denied to him, and the broadcast of the few stories he was permitted to do was delayed and then played on carefully selected evenings, when low viewership was anticipated,” the filing contends.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Among the most egregious indignities he suffered, Mr. Rather says, was the network’s response to his request to be sent as a correspondent to the scene of Hurricane Katrina in the fall of 2005.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Mr. Rather is the most experienced reporter in the United States in covering hurricanes,” his lawyers write in the suit. “CBS refused to send him,” thus “furthering its desire to keep Mr. Rather off the air.”</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:21048</id>
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    <title>i will be 21 soon.</title>
    <published>2007-07-16T17:54:53Z</published>
    <updated>2007-07-16T17:54:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>senses fail / to all the crowded rooms</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i find it imperative that i point out the fact i will soon be 21 and hitting up the hipster joints in Maine, then i'll have a few pints with the post-hardcore and famous at the Station.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i get to do it with my bestest and my lover.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my life is better than it ever was.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:20448</id>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2007-06-20T10:23:00</title>
    <published>2007-06-20T14:23:48Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-20T14:23:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm happy.  That's all.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:20032</id>
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    <title>Goodbye past.  Hello future.</title>
    <published>2007-06-07T14:49:17Z</published>
    <updated>2007-06-07T14:49:17Z</updated>
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    <title>IN NOT EVEN 6 HOURS THE PRESALE WAS SOLD OUT - FUCK YOU CANADIANS!</title>
    <published>2007-03-10T02:02:29Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-10T02:02:29Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.cityandcolour.ca" target="_blank"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.bedlamsociety.com/candc/cclivebanner.gif" border="0" width="468" height="60"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:15638</id>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2007-02-22T00:56:00</title>
    <published>2007-02-22T05:56:36Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-22T05:56:36Z</updated>
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    &lt;br /&gt;Smosh fucking pwnz.  Their success story = priceless.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:15399</id>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2007-02-18T01:22:00</title>
    <published>2007-02-18T06:30:30Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-18T06:32:40Z</updated>
    <lj:music>city &amp; colour / day old hate</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;u&gt;Things I learned on Saturday, February 17, 2007&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;li&gt;New friends can be just as cool and awesome as old friends&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Underground rap is pretty fucking cool&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;I suck at getting cars out of snow piles&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;The Vagina Monologues are funny as hell&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;SoCo is pretty much tasteless &amp; pretty much perfection&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;SAE is not as sketchy as their reputation had led me to believe&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Virginity is overrated&lt;/li&gt;&lt;li&gt;Sometimes you get interested in the most random people!&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;I &lt;s&gt;liked&lt;/s&gt; &lt;b&gt;LOVED&lt;/b&gt; 021707 &amp; I am amazed it occurred during this dreadful month!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you all remember who's important to you &amp; be sure they know how much they mean to you.&lt;br /&gt;Love to my bests, my favorites, my corruptible freshman.  You should know who you all are.  :)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:polaroidofyou:15210</id>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2007-02-12T00:08:00</title>
    <published>2007-02-12T05:11:12Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-12T05:11:12Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;i&gt;Two roads split off from here,&lt;br /&gt;and my life goes running in opposite directions.&lt;br /&gt;Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,&lt;br /&gt;and who I want to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,&lt;br /&gt;When everything smelled so insincere.&lt;br /&gt;But this taste still lingers in my mouth,&lt;br /&gt;Deceit has ways of sticking around.&lt;br /&gt;And I'm ready to disappear,&lt;br /&gt;Vacation seems far... seems far from here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note to self:&lt;br /&gt;I miss you terribly.&lt;br /&gt;This is what&lt;br /&gt;we call a tragedy.&lt;br /&gt;Come back to me,&lt;br /&gt;Come back to me,&lt;br /&gt;To me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note to self:&lt;br /&gt;I miss you terribly.&lt;br /&gt;This is what&lt;br /&gt;we call a tragedy.&lt;br /&gt;Come back to me,&lt;br /&gt;back to me,&lt;br /&gt;To me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can feel my mind,&lt;br /&gt;wandering again.&lt;br /&gt;Into what I dont know,&lt;br /&gt;and will I ever get home?&lt;br /&gt;Time starts moving,&lt;br /&gt;faster than I can.&lt;br /&gt;And I'm sick of this scene,&lt;br /&gt;I need to break the routine.&lt;br /&gt;(repeat)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two roads...&lt;br /&gt;Split off from here,&lt;br /&gt;and my life goes running in opposite directions.&lt;br /&gt;Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,&lt;br /&gt;and who I want to...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Which part of me is lost?&lt;br /&gt;I feel so close,&lt;br /&gt;and yet I am so far.&lt;br /&gt;Which part of me is lost?&lt;br /&gt;I feel so close,&lt;br /&gt;and yet I am so (far)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where are you to get me through this all?  I need you terribly.  I still think of you from time to time and everything you've done for me.  Happy birthday.</content>
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    <title>i have an addicton for realz.</title>
    <published>2007-02-06T06:34:50Z</published>
    <updated>2007-02-06T06:34:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/lolz.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Srsly what the hell!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1007 + 564 = 1571 plays&lt;br /&gt;1571 plays = 6284 minutes (roughly)&lt;br /&gt;6284 minutes = 104.733 hours&lt;br /&gt;104.733 hours = 4.364 days&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dallas Green is my 2nd longest relationship with a man.</content>
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    <title>:D</title>
    <published>2007-01-23T05:56:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-23T05:56:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm happy these days.&lt;br /&gt;Great classes, great friends, great new people I'm meeting.&lt;br /&gt;Or perhaps just person?&lt;br /&gt;My hair is supershort but everyone swears it's cute.&lt;br /&gt;I think they're all blind.&lt;br /&gt;My professor for 2 of my classes is gorgeous.&lt;br /&gt;I start New Media Society next week.&lt;br /&gt;I'm addicted to Mythbusters.&lt;br /&gt;I'm officially a huge dork.&lt;br /&gt;But a happy dork.&lt;br /&gt;Yay!</content>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2006-12-08T01:21:00</title>
    <published>2006-12-08T06:21:03Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-08T06:21:03Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;i&gt;We drive tonight,&lt;br /&gt;and you are by my side.&lt;br /&gt;We're talking about our lives,&lt;br /&gt;like we've known each other forever.&lt;br /&gt;The time flies by,&lt;br /&gt;with the sound of your voice.&lt;br /&gt;It’s close to paradise,&lt;br /&gt;with the end surely near.&lt;br /&gt;and If I could only stop the car&lt;br /&gt;and hold onto you,&lt;br /&gt;and never let go...&lt;br /&gt;(and never let go)&lt;br /&gt;I’ll never let go.&lt;br /&gt;(I'll never let go)&lt;br /&gt;As we round the corner&lt;br /&gt;to your house&lt;br /&gt;you turned to me and said,&lt;br /&gt;"I’ll be going through withdrawal of you&lt;br /&gt;for this one night we have spent."&lt;br /&gt;And, I want to speak these words&lt;br /&gt;but I guess I’ll just bite my tongue,&lt;br /&gt;and accept 'someday, somehow'&lt;br /&gt;as the words that we'll hang from.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I... I don't want to speak these words.&lt;br /&gt;Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.&lt;br /&gt;And I... I don't want to speak these words.&lt;br /&gt;Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why does tonight&lt;br /&gt;have to end?&lt;br /&gt;Why don't we hit restart,&lt;br /&gt;and pause it at our favorite parts.&lt;br /&gt;We’ll skip the goodbyes.&lt;br /&gt;If I had it my way,&lt;br /&gt;I’d turn the car around&lt;br /&gt;and runaway,&lt;br /&gt;just you and I.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I... I don't want to speak these words.&lt;br /&gt;Cause I, I don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)&lt;br /&gt;And I... I don't want to speak these words.&lt;br /&gt;Cause I, I don't want to make things&lt;br /&gt;and I, I don't want to make things... any worse.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm a big loser but that's ok.&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes, people just get so under your skin that you really don't realize it until you're forced to deal with the fact they're leaving.&lt;br /&gt;I feel like a dumbass for being so upset but sometimes...&lt;br /&gt;I just don't know.&lt;br /&gt;Shoot me in the morning.</content>
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    <title>You have to let go of your past in order to have a future.</title>
    <published>2006-11-19T19:41:09Z</published>
    <updated>2006-11-19T19:48:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;Back me down from backing up&lt;br /&gt;Hold your breath now it's stacking up&lt;br /&gt;Etched with marks, but I can deal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;And you're the problem &lt;u&gt;and you can't feel&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Try this on, straightjacket feeling&lt;br /&gt;So maybe I won't be alone&lt;br /&gt;Take back now, &lt;u&gt;my life you're &lt;i&gt;stealing&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday was hell,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;But today I'm fine without you&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Runaway this time without you&lt;br /&gt;And all I ever thought you would be,&lt;br /&gt;That face is tearing holes in me again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Trust you is just one defense&lt;br /&gt;Off a list of others, &lt;b&gt;you don't make sense&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Beg me time and time again&lt;br /&gt;To take you back now, but you can't win&lt;br /&gt;Take back now, &lt;u&gt;my life you're &lt;i&gt;stealing&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday was hell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;But today I'm fine &lt;u&gt;without&lt;/u&gt; you&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Runaway this time without you&lt;br /&gt;And all I ever thought you would be&lt;br /&gt;That face is tearing holes in me again,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+1"&gt;&lt;b&gt;But today I'm fine &lt;i&gt;&lt;u&gt;without you&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Runaway this time without you&lt;br /&gt;And all the things you put me through&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;I'm holding on by letting go of you&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;And when that memory slips away&lt;br /&gt;There will be a better view from here&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And only lonesome you remains&lt;br /&gt;And just the thought of you I fear&lt;br /&gt;Grip falls away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Yesterday was hell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;But today I'm fine without you&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Runaway this time without you&lt;br /&gt;And all I ever thought you would be&lt;br /&gt;That face is tearing holes in me again,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;But today I'm fine without you&lt;br /&gt;Runaway this time without you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;And all the things you put me through&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="+2"&gt;&lt;i&gt;I'm holding on by letting go of you&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;"Straitjacket Feeling" - The All-American Rejects&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2006-10-18T14:51:00</title>
    <published>2006-10-18T18:52:01Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-18T18:53:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I have no idea what's going on with my life anymore.  Can I just quit?&lt;br /&gt;This is not me depressed, but rather just confused, frustrated, irritated, wanting change.&lt;br /&gt;Basically, rather than &lt;font size="5"&gt;:(&lt;/font&gt; I am &lt;font size="5"&gt;:/&lt;/font&gt;</content>
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    <title>Ths deserves a post all its own</title>
    <published>2006-10-12T00:05:11Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-12T00:05:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;h1&gt;I motherfucking love Cursive.&lt;/h1&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.gigposters.com/posters/69462.jpg" alt="Tim Kasher and his large ballsac can have my children."&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;</content>
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    <title>polaroidofyou @ 2006-09-30T15:56:00</title>
    <published>2006-09-30T19:58:20Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-30T19:58:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Just fucking forget me already.&lt;br /&gt;I fucking quit.&lt;br /&gt;I give the fuck up.&lt;br /&gt;How many days until I leave this state?&lt;br /&gt;Waaaaaaaaaay too fucking many.&lt;br /&gt;This chick = done.</content>
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    <title>I'm warm inside from the memories of puddle-jumping with you</title>
    <published>2006-09-17T15:43:26Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-17T15:44:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;center&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Plain White T's&lt;br /&gt;"A Lonely September"&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm sittin' here all by myself&lt;br /&gt;just tryin' to think of something to do&lt;br /&gt;Tryin' to think of something, anything&lt;br /&gt;just to keep me from thinking of you&lt;br /&gt;But you know it's not working out&lt;br /&gt;'cause you're all that's on my mind&lt;br /&gt;One thought of you is all it takes&lt;br /&gt;to leave the rest of the world behind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did&lt;br /&gt;And you didn't mean to love me back&lt;br /&gt;but I know you did&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself&lt;br /&gt;that you're not the one for me&lt;br /&gt;But the more I think, the less I believe it&lt;br /&gt;and the more I want you here with me&lt;br /&gt;You know the holidays are coming up&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to spend them alone&lt;br /&gt;Memories of Christmas time with you&lt;br /&gt;will just kill me if I'm on my own&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did&lt;br /&gt;And you didn't mean to love me back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know it's not the smartest thing to do&lt;br /&gt;we just can't seem to get it right&lt;br /&gt;But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight&lt;br /&gt;one more chance tonight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar&lt;br /&gt;But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far&lt;br /&gt;I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you&lt;br /&gt;Oh please, baby won't you take my hand&lt;br /&gt;we've got nothing left to prove&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did&lt;br /&gt;And you didn't mean to love me back&lt;br /&gt;but I know you did&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to meet you then&lt;br /&gt;when we were just kids&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to give you chills&lt;br /&gt;the way that I kiss&lt;br /&gt;And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did&lt;br /&gt;And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did&lt;br /&gt;Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did&lt;br /&gt;No, you didn't mean to love me back&lt;br /&gt;But you did&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's times like these when I miss you and everything you've done for me.  &lt;br /&gt;I wouldn't be here now if it weren't for you, and that's the God's honest truth.  &lt;br /&gt;You know what I mean and that's all that matters.&lt;br /&gt;You were my first for so many things but certainly won't be my last.&lt;br /&gt;But September will always be the month I think of you.</content>
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    <title>SEXY PICTURE POST!!!</title>
    <published>2006-08-02T20:01:47Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-02T20:01:47Z</updated>
    <lj:music>saosin / bury your head</lj:music>
    <content type="html">HI!  I am so bored, I'm gonna post lots of pictures of men I would fuck.  I don't care if you disagree on any, it just means all the more sexings for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/hotshit/yummy--large-msg-114930313828-2.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;PATRICK STUMP&lt;/font&gt; / FALL OUT BOY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Patrick is a sexy beast in that awkward way.  It gives him a mysterious quality- you don't know whether he'd be a nice boy, a bad boy, a shy boy, a gay boy, whatever!&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizilla.com/F/FO/FOB/fobfan90/1136660931_ormal_12_.jpeg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;CLIVE OWEN&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Clive is everything I want in a foreign lover- tall, dark, brooding, handsome, older.  His voice is just...GAH!  And I'm not talking about the accent.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.spring.net/karenr/general/clive1.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;PAUL BANKS&lt;/font&gt; / INTERPOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;I have wanted Paul in my pants since I was 15/16.  I'm not that into blondes but damn.  His talent makes him all the more beautiful.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.ngw.nd.e-wro.pl/interpolpl/galeria-paul/galeria-paul-21-40/images/paul-banks-76.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;MAT DEVINE&lt;/font&gt; / KILL HANNAH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Words cannot even describe how absolutely amazing Mat is, holy shit.  He is the embodiment of perfection, from his hair to his toes and everything in between.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.killhannah.com/touralbums/album26/Mat_the_trucker.sized.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;PETER WENTZ&lt;/font&gt; / FALL OUT BOY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;As pompous and egotistical as I think Peter probably is, I'd still tap that.  Twice.  Or more.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/hotshit/He_looks_like_hes_gettin_ready_2_fi.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;COLIN FARRELL&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;An Irish alcoholic, need I say more?! (note: while searching for a picture, I totally found the sex tape)&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.moviecitynews.com/arrays/images/2004/alexander/0008.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;JASON STATHAM&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;I like British.  I like older.  Jason is both.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.celebrities.pl/jason_statham/jason4.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;GAVIN DEGRAW&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;I wasn't any sort of fan until I saw him in concert.  He puts on a damn good show and looks hot as FUCK.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.norwichfreeacademy.com/features/gavin_2004/gavin-005.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;CONOR OBERST&lt;/font&gt; / BRIGHT EYES&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;It is my dream to even just speak to Conor let alone sleep with him.  He's just amazing in every way!&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.groundcontroltouring.com/CAT/brighteyes/gallery/promo/bright-eyes-gen7.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;JARED LETO&lt;/font&gt; / 30 SECONDS TO MARS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;I've wanted to do him since he fought in &lt;i&gt;Fight Club&lt;/i&gt; and had a fucked up face.  Actually, that's a lie, I wanted to do him since before &lt;i&gt;Requiem for a Dream&lt;/i&gt;.  And now he's all scene.  Fuck yeah.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://thebosh.com/archives/31909199dh-thumb.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;BRAD PITT&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Duh.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://thebosh.com/archives/upload/2006/06/brad-pitt-the-artist.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;IAN SOMERHALDER&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Ian is the owner of the most beautiful eyes on the planet.  And a beautiful everything else!  But those eyes make me melt.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://i19.ebayimg.com/04/i/05/6b/49/e5_1_b.JPG" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;JORDAN BLILIE &amp; JOHNNY WHITNEY&lt;/font&gt; / THE BLOOD BROTHERS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;I can't imagine fucking one and not the other.  At the same time.  The Blood Brothers frontmen are a package deal.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/hotshit/Blood_Brothers_1live2.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;ADAM LAZZARA&lt;/font&gt; / TAKING BACK SUNDAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Adam was my very first emo/scene crush and we're still going strong, OH YEAH!&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.angelfire.com/az3/alishalr0/images/cs-TakingBackSunday1-Atlanta5704_jpg.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;CHRIS HEAD&lt;/font&gt; / ANTI-FLAG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;This guy cannot only talk good politics, have great morals/ideas/goals, and is a kickass musician, but he looks damn good when he does it.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.anti-flag.com/view_image.php?photo_id=393" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;BEN JORGENSEN&lt;/font&gt; / ARMOR FOR SLEEP&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Ben has such a dorky way about him, much like Patrick's awkwardness.  It makes me giggle and think he's gorgeous.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.omguide.com/LiveShots_Warped_Smartpunk_05/ArmorForSleep_HF.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;TYSON&lt;/font&gt; / SCARY KIDS SCARING KIDS&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;He has amazing lungs &amp; vocal chords and, of course, looks damn good in tight pants doing what he does.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/hotshit/657195882_l.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;SHANE TOLD&lt;/font&gt; / SILVERSTEIN&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Shane is one of my musical heroes, the way he can so evenly switch between screaming and softly singing is amazing.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/throughletters/hotshit/327759615_l.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;No comment other than his new song is so fucking hot.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.darkhorizons.com/news04/alpha4.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;50 CENT&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;He's one of the few men I just LOOOOOVE with big muscles.  Yeah.  Oh my,  Yum.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.rapevolusom.blogger.com.br/50-Cent-2web.jpg" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="6"&gt;NIC&lt;/font&gt; / GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;Another of my musical heroes, I've met this hottie.  He's so sweet.  &amp;lt;3 him!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v42/deepelmdouches/DSCN5208a.jpg" with="360" height="480" border="3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are plenty more, I just figure I should stop looking up hot men before I combust.  Yes.&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/small&gt;</content>
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